I really hate writing on this topic
Writing about the abuse scandal within the Church is probably the topic I would least like to write on. Still the recent stories regarding McCarrick (now Archbishop and left off intentionally) and the investigative grand jury report in Pennsylvania make is necessary.
I started blogging in 2002, so this crisis has been with me the whole time to some extent. I am rather annoyed at myself when I analyze my own reactions to this continuous news cycle. Annoyed that I often feel more about the black eye it gives the Church than the horrific stories of lives severely damaged by abuse